ianuarie 20, 2008 de pinklollipop

I believe

…I’ve changed enough to forgive you.

…I have the courage to never look back in the past.

…love always wins.

Unfortunately believing doesn’t make things happen.

ianuarie 15, 2008 de pinklollipop

Just another moment

I like to think that pain is what forces us to grow. But…. maybe I don’t want to grow. Maybe growing sucks.

***

I miss caring about you.

ianuarie 13, 2008 de pinklollipop

Feelings

You were selfish, you hugged the covers in stead of me, you made me give up my pet, you never took my side, you were mean to me, you were cold…and I hate you, I hate you so much.

And I’m stuck… Please help me decide, make up my mind! Wouldn’t that save you?

ianuarie 4, 2008 de pinklollipop

Haunted-please stop

Oricat m-as razvrati si oricat as incerca sa (te) uit, ma izbesc in fiecare zi de tine. Mai e nevoie sa spun ca azi cand m-am urcat in taxi la radio era „Bleeding love-Leona Lewis” sau ca seara tarziu, cand am intrat la benzinarie sa-mi iau diverse chestii, in nici 5 minute a inceput tot la radio aceeasi melodie? Parca intreg universul incearca sa-mi spuna sa nu mai scult vocile celor care ma intorc impotriva ta si vor sa ma faca sa te uit, parca o forta cereasca incearca sa-mi transmita lucruri pe care eu le neg zilnic.

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe.

I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I…

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Oare???

Am obosit sa lupt in tacere fara arme. Daca as fi facut-o la timp nu si-ar fi scos altii coltii. Regret, oh cat regret, coltii infipti azi in ultimul nostru dram de iubire.

decembrie 10, 2007 de pinklollipop

Iubesc magnoliile

…and i’m back in business:

Ma-ntreb chiar si acum unde esti
Ce sa fac cum sa-ti spun ca-mi lipsesti
Fiindca tu ai ales cel dintai
N-am stiut cum sa-ti spun mai ramai
Cum se duc si se duc clipele
Cum rasar si apun stelele
De-as avea un crampei dintr-o zi
Ti las da poate cand vei veni
De-ar fi sa vii as crede ca visez
De-ar fi sa vii ce ne-am mai spune oare
Si cum sa speri
Ca voi mai fi cea de ieri
Eu nu te-am uitat dar vezi
Te-am ratacit prin gand
De-ar fi sa vii as crede ca visez
Mi-as aminti ce dor mi-a fost de tine
Si te-as ierta oricat de greu ar parea
Doar de nu ma vei iubi
Atunci mai bine nu veni
Cum se duc si se duc clipele
Cum rasar si apun stelele
De-as avea un crampei dintr-o zi
Ti las da poate cand vei veni
De-ar fi sa vii as crede ca visez
De-ar fi sa vii ce ne-am mai spune oare
Si cum sa speri
Ca voi mai fi cea de ieri
Eu nu te-am uitat dar vezi te-am ratacit prin gand
De-ar fi sa vii as crede ca visez
Mi-as aminti ce dor mi-a fost de tine
Si te-as ierta oricat de greu ar parea
Doar de nu ma vei iubi atunci mai bine nu veni.